Submitted on July 23, 2008 by a retreat participant.
There is a stained glass window in the Chapel at Queenswood that has a special place in my heart and in my prayer life. When I sit in front of the stained glass, the light shines through and infuses me. Here I am, God.
The colours are brilliant, dep, subtle, pure, changing, dramatic, soft, intense... To me, the deep crimson in the center represents 'the heart of God' from which all life flows. Here I am, God.
The sheer thickness of the glass seems to have a mischievous audacity and I delight in it. I get up and touch some pieces, exploring their individual nature of brokenness, rough edges and unique beauty. I lean my forehead again the window, feel the coolness and feel part of. Here I am, God.
I sit back down and gaze intently at the beauty of this marvellous stained glass work of art. Knowing that it was created out of love and gratitude for Queenswood connects me even more deeply. For I too have deep love and gratitude for Queenswood. Here I am, God.
A divine thought touches me. When we bring our jagged, broken pieces to God, we become part of a greater, beautiful wholeness. Also, while each of us is an imperfect, broken piece, through God we are brought together in to a translucent, mysterious wholeness.
To me, this window embodies with stunning beauty the possibility and hope of transformation from brokenness to wholeness through God.
Here I am, God.
- July 23, 2008